Thursday, May 30, 2013
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Eric's Song. Vienna Teng
Watch "Eric's Song - Vienna Teng" on YouTube
As I swayed to the music, it just stuck me when I put my palms together to feel each other.
To feel close, there would be friction. It's part of it all along.
Vienna Teng . Green Island Serenade
Watch "Green Island Serenade-Vienna Teng" on YouTube
Somehow, this song brings tears tonight.
^^ On third thought, much after, he's on that island now, suffering his band practice. LOL.
Vienna Teng . Annie's song
Watch "Vienna Teng - Annie's Song (John Denver cover)" on YouTube
Oh my. She called it an unabashed love song.
You fill up my senses.
Watch "John Denver Annie's Song" on YouTube
This is the first time I know what inspired this song after like umpteenth time listening to it since my last life.
Ironic
Watch "Alanis Morissette - Ironic (Video)" on YouTube
It's a free life
but u're already dead.
feels like home.
Watch "Feels Like Home by Chantal Kreviazuk (lyrics)" on YouTube
There is always Someone in our lives that makes One feels like home.
Leaving on a Jetplane
Watch "Chantal Kreviazuk - Leaving On A Jet Plane" on YouTube
As I watch this video, the memory that he planted a small & short French on my lips came to me.
I was silently weeping in his warm embrace, when he just suddenly kissed me in full public, just like that. It's as if the whole external world had just melted away that moment.
That's the last kiss I'd had from him, till maybe when I finally get to see him again in June.
I miss him so much.
Thursday, May 16, 2013
First attempt on healthy breakfast
Finally told parents about what I wish to do for my life.
Mother had been a great support, dad was somewhat cynical as to whether I could make a proper living out of it.
As to will I be able to live life without being pinched financially.
Well.
What I could learn in my current position would lessen any unnecessary bounds externally. As everyone has their Own agenda & expect an incoming to fit in. Time spent running around would not differ from my current situation except in the form of compensation.
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Monday, May 6, 2013
下雨时，故事
謩然回首，发觉2007年像好遥远以前的事。
六年了．那时是个入学的里程碑、亦是我入社会刚满两年的时候。
那年后发生了许多事。
遇见了很多人事物。
喜怒哀乐彻尝过。
玩了演了吃了那么多虚幻、不知甘心放下了否。
今天拿来提，可见尚未然。
今天的无所事事让我狠狠的反省。
没有了自我欺骗的故事，知道了自己的懒散，还有舍？
你那时说过，不知我是因为你就要离开，所以爱粘你；亦或因为我真的爱粘人。
登登登，答案是，二者都有。
只是，现在我才在字习尚开心田。
每个人都是朋友。 就好了。
好开心。
没有了mba 书本、
没有了小说漫画、
没了故事（现在也是在说故事)
没了你的存在
没了工作的野心
却在发现着一切。
发觉从未认真过。
而在曾懂得的认真里，却只会用力、紧繃。
这在专修时丢了。
而用功，在发现自己的鹦母学语时、
开始逐点崩溃。
原来，认真却也放松、是门学问。
不想卡在文字上，但很爱文字呢。
不知有一天，会不会像 Pi般，连一枝笔一本书都没有了？