Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Something Good - The Sound of Music 1965
Something i must have done to deserve such a blessing to be bestowed upon me.
The conditions to be awakened to in the middle of the night, and yet be so peaceful at heart. It is priceless. I thank all the circumstances that had brought forth this condition of my being from the very bottom of my heart.
The conditions to be awakened to in the middle of the night, and yet be so peaceful at heart. It is priceless. I thank all the circumstances that had brought forth this condition of my being from the very bottom of my heart.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Monday, January 21, 2013
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Friday, January 18, 2013
Thursday, January 17, 2013
The Rose 藤田恵美 emi-fujita
愛你。無論你說我愛你時是從哪個角度而說的。
從任何角度亦不重要。
本來都是一份禮物。
昨晚把心事頭尾全然告訴師姐。她竟說、很好，兩個都有足夠的眀覺。（或者輪流、或者同時）
是呀。而且。我們該那麼深深的感恩法界啊。感恩一切因緣。
Vincent (Starry Starry Night) Don McLean
lol.......... dougie maclean... vs don maclean... i messed up their names...
wondering how come dougie maclean's name sounded so familiar....
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
Dougie McLean.Caledonia
a whiskey of a song.
Found myself crying to it tonight.
"if we should become a stranger, know that it would make me more than sad."
u have gone away before i suddenly know it, never to return, for u r not the same person anymore.
still, none of us had ever been the same anyway. knowing it is one, accepting it on someone i have love and trusted from the bottom of my soul (if there is ever one... LOL).
Had been ready for your departure, but not so soon, not this way.
Once upon a time, i fear change.
Had tried to control my own destiny and took things into my own hands.
As time and maturity goes by, I choose to cling and savor each moment, and leave control in god's hands.
After the last two days, the pain had been so deep, so intense, so sharp, i made up my mind to give up something.
Give up is not the best phrase, but this is the problem about words, they have a limit within themselves (that was why i once contemplated giving up blogging, but still, my love for words prevails.....LOL).
So, now, savor moments as it is, with a calm (not the best word either, but it could do for here and now, there's actually no best word. I know, eat the passion fruit as it is).........
So, now, savor moments as it is, with a calm heart, and let the passion fruit leaves as it goes.
Love you, as much as a person who had still had so many flaws and insecurities and bigoted mind.
But then again, it no longer matters. The person who loved and the person who was loved are no longer the same people anyway.
171 宽容 - 张信哲
半夜吓醒，拿表一看，临晨两点半。
好笑。临晨两点半。
想起这首歌。
梦里的惊恐感觉和颈上麻麻的感觉还在。
那只昆虫也很慌张，我也很慌张。
那时想尽快停车、然后把伏在我颈上怕被风吹走的树叶虫拿下。
因为风力，它伏在颈上的力道大了。
也在抖。
不敢冒冒然把它拨开，感觉到它的害怕。
而我相信昆虫也知道我的怕吧，毕竟就在我颈的大动脉上。
发生了一些事，听了一些话。
刚才上网时忽然觉得能听到这番话太好了。
至少不是高到没人可以告诉我。
曾经想躲起来舔伤口。
但是，真的需要吗？
去见秀凤，另一个谜思。。。
有些觉知对我来说，就像风吹来感觉那么自然。而且也像风吹来那么的偶然（谁知道风几时要吹）。
听在别人耳里却非那样回事。
今天（该说昨天）工作时，那种感觉非常明显，看着整个厂。
忽然醒悟、是它们。
机器们运作时、内里的结构与运作方式、是在每个过程中两秒内把频率提高到超过平时电流的十倍（有正式数据、但不方便透露）。然后这种过程是一天千次。我们有三架机同步行。。。其中一架还是双倍（比普通机再双倍的）。。。。。。
当时心里的声音是，干脆把他们俩载来这里亲身体验，因为它们太明显了。
当每天面对超过电房五六倍的electromagnetic waves, 然后在这种环境下开发明觉。。。。。
但我的迷思是，他问的很对，身体那么紧绷、怎可能感受的到。
傍晚跑去问秀凤时，很沮丧。因为如果像感觉风吹来那么明显的事是我的自我作意出来的。。。。
“事情大条了”！！！！！！！！
今天厂里电脑前。连我的电脑荧幕都会受到外来的电波影响，滋滋闪烁。
电脑的电流和厂的电流完全没交集。
但电脑总因为被磁力影响，而完全不能开机，甚至曾经发现，“排了气”隔夜后，电脑又运作正常。发生太多次，连修理电脑的技术师父，都说，电磁波太强。不用修，排了电后（neutralize) 后，继续用吧。
那时曾和经理开玩笑，电脑尚且如此，那我们人脑怎么办？
但我不曾把这两者连贯起来，它们发生在不同的时空里（两年的前后）直到现在他质疑起。
我不是太阳，太阳被冤枉了，以空性接受。
我毕竟是凡夫，那种被质疑说谎打妄语或自我膨胀的感觉很难受。
在我贪吃的世界里，难过的连饭也吃不下是九级地震的大事。
想说，对！我现在还在消化这事。
反正，我本凡夫。
Saturday, January 12, 2013
願望的盡頭。
看了本書。
願望的盡頭。
是呀，快到了。
好好的，乖乖的，守著戒。
師姐說，真正懂得守戒，那麼連戒也不用想，它會展現在每個當下。
無奈我仍凡人啊師姐。
所以，乖乖的，眀覺得，看着，守着。
不讓貪以身行展之。
發了個好夢。
看了看解夢，懂得這根本就是個 time to say goodbye 的徵兆。
所以，快了，願望的盡頭。
願望的盡頭。
是呀，快到了。
好好的，乖乖的，守著戒。
師姐說，真正懂得守戒，那麼連戒也不用想，它會展現在每個當下。
無奈我仍凡人啊師姐。
所以，乖乖的，眀覺得，看着，守着。
不讓貪以身行展之。
發了個好夢。
看了看解夢，懂得這根本就是個 time to say goodbye 的徵兆。
所以，快了，願望的盡頭。
Thursday, January 10, 2013
on wealth, a reminder at the right timing is worth its weigh more than gold.
On this day of your life, danielle, I believe God wants you to know...
...that every increased possession
loads us with a new weariness.
John Ruskin said that, and he was right. Life is not
about our physical or material possessions, it is about
the Agenda of our Soul. When material possessions
serve that agenda, they can be wonderful and are to
be celebrated. But if they come between us
and the soul, then we may very well be delayed
on our holy journey.
on our holy journey.
Our journey is the path back to peace, to harmony,
to deep inner joy, to love, and to God.
Love, Your Friend....
rising above being ruffled....
On this day of your life, danielle, I believe God wants you to know...
...that if you become ruffled with every comment that
you consider a 'slight,' you will never find peace.
Nor will you find it by always separating yourself from
those who ruffle you. You can only end so many
friendships before you find yourself very much alone.
You can keep making new friends, of course, but
sooner or later they will ruffle you -- and then what?
Perhaps the better course might be to let the ruffle
go. People rarely mean it when they do that, and a
touch of gentle tolerance and easy forgiveness every
day is even better than an apple...
Love, Your Friend....
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
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