Tides of changes

So many things had happened for the last two months since Christmas.
So many changes. So much laughter, tears, hugs and kisses.
I never thought what had happened could ever be possible.
Nothing could be arranged, even if I thought I could do a lot of things (self delusional.. LOL), arranging car accidents and having one of them a near fatal one is never something that could happened without a hand of god.
I am ever so thankful that we are both alive, and on top of that, we had what we had.
I wonder.
You boarded the flight today, and you know what?
It is only when you had left had I felt the exhaustion deep within my bones, be it that, or that medication.
I had spent so much time with you, disregarding all other elements in my life in a way that is all consuming.
When we laughed together, chatted on and on, and spent all those precious moments in each other's company, know that it is something that could never be replaced, nor replayed.We both knew it.
On top of that, the fact that we are both learning ( i know I am lagging, but still, I am learning) something profoundly mutual in direction, that we are able to face what we had faced, walked through, crying, laughing.
We had ups and downs, but after a few shakes of feathers, it slid off our backs.
Now come the tide of change, I bide you adieu, with all the blessings I could summon.
I am ever so so thankful. What had passed, the lessons learned, the insights gained through the inspiration of our to and fro could never happened without you and me.
It is time, to let go, so that both of us could soar to new heights.
Neither of us wants a lasso around our neck.
LOL.
The funny part is, how similar are we two in some ways.
Maybe that is how things work. Polls apart in some ways, yet deep within, so similar.
One.
The beautiful thing about this is that actually, we are all one, yet there are just certain people or circumstances within our life that we are able to feel it more deeply.
Love you, my dear friend. Take care, and we both know how blessed we are. We had lived through it laughing and walked a new person.
Remember how we both laughed after the accident, next to that wreck of a car... saying that we finally see the airbags? LOL.........
Why on earth had we ever laughed and wondered about how airbags looked like in the first place? LOL....
Of all things to ponder and curious about.