Finally went to the group last night. Finally finally. Ever since the art of living part one course, had been pending to attend their cell group gathering on a weekly basis.
The mind's answer came like a few days ago, I thought not going is to not satisfy the ego's trap, and at the end of the day... The not going itself is the ego trap.
Albeit the fact that it is a never ending cycle until the day this form of my existence die, the act of detoxification and purification of body and soul through practices of breathing exercise and increasing awareness of the body and present, but somehow the whole thing is a well worth the time and energy... Felt like someone pulled a cork out of the nape of my neck last night,and the hot air had been sizzling out for an hour or two since the exercise.
Wondering about a thing or two.
I had things to say, but it is like not necessary as it is like passing emotions of joy, comments on stuff, thoughts about things. Yet, somehow, just couldn't let go the idea of having something to say.............
LOL....
Really, the act of looking for someone to say something and share it with some people on similar frequencies is actually an act of the ego thingy looking for food... But then again, it is fun. ;p
Seems like i am a doomed mortal. Destined to roam earth in this earthy form for quite a while more then.
Wait till my dharma sisters get back from their intensive studies, LOL.... My cultivation of the way is of my own, i could do with this reminder like ten times a day....
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